Okay, I am going to write in this once and for all.
God has blessed us with the cold and blessed us with the clouds but where is the rain?
I love the girls in my small group. They are the epitamy of greatness and I am so happy that I was directed toward them. They are fantabulous!
This has been a week of reflection. Yesterday I didn't go to work (bad me) because I just needed a day to do nothing - no pets, no kids, no computers and numbers and math and 55 year old men who act like kids ... just me. I re-arranged my furniture and it looks way good, I hung up pictures finally after living there for over 3 months and I made the place feel a little more like home. And I finally talked to my mom and it was really good. I felt calm and okay.
So I feel refreshed today. Despite the crappy weather and despite the horrendous amount of work I have sitting in front of me at the office (and why I writing in this and looking at it all I will never know...!)
"I don't know where I'm going, I don't know what I need. But I'll getto where I'm going to end up and that's alright by me." - Pete Townshend
(for any of you lyrically inspired folks)
We are all young and growing and scared and alone and afraid and curious and hopeful for our futures. And I thank God that we are young and we don't know. The fact that we just 'don't know' is ... beautiful. | 
